Casting Call: Main Character

I've wanted to be better about blogging for a while. Years, tbh. I think the best thing for me is to just treat it like I treated my MySpace blogs. Like a journal. Scattered but coherent. Like me. :) Yesterday, Jordan and I went to church for the first time since the pandemic. We sang a song I hadn't heard before called Getting Ready. You can hear it here . As I was listening to the words and trying to sing along, I had a mind-blowing epiphany. Despite so many reminders and lessons, I forget that the entire purpose of my life is eternity. I was thinking about this other song that I sing on repeat - Wait on You. I sing the song as if I'm singing about what I'm waiting on the Lord to do for me. The catch is - HE HAS ALREADY DONE IT! Jesus is what He has done for me. I forget that I'm not the main character in this story. I forget (HOW?!) that it's not about me. Do I think God cares about my hopes and dreams and desires? Of course. He created me exactly how I a