I'm still here, after all these years, writing words that I hope someone sees and resonates with. This morning, I was getting ready for church. I had an epiphany. (That's usually when they happen for me. When I'm getting ready or on my morning commute.) I've been in a season of feeling distant from the Lord, but about two weeks ago, I felt like I was having a breakthrough. There have been good moments, and I've had a couple of realizations - both about my feelings and about my walk with the Lord. However, this past week or a little longer, I've been pretty down. Just when I thought I was breaking through, my mood went down into the muck and mire. (My period also didn't help with my feelings. You're welcome. I'm just sure you were wondering.) Ok, but back to this morning and the epiphany. I'm getting ready for church, and it's like a lightbulb goes off. (I've explained before, maybe here but definitely IRL, that when I have a lightbulb mo
I've felt so disconnected from this space and writing here. I think it's because I've had something in my drafts since November, and I know I have to write it out. I procrastinate hard things. Especially delicate, true-to-my-heart things. Sigh. It's not comfortable or sparkly or exciting. BUT. It is important, and now is the time. I don't know how to start this, honestly. Here's hoping I'm able to communicate my heart and not just word vomit ALL over this blog post. Read with grace. Let this be a conversation starter, even if it's just a conversation with yourself. If you know me, I hope you know how much I love the people in my life. I adore them. (Like so much it hurts.) I've been spending time (11 months now) really thinking about community. What it looks like. What it means to me and in my life. For the first time, I've realized that friendship and community are not always the same thing. Try and follow my train of thought, if
Dear Belly, Dear Lara Jean, Dear Jenny Han, I don't know if you'll see this, but I have to write it nonetheless. In fact, I'm writing it whether Jenny ever sees it or not...a lot like Lara Jean writing those letters to a ll the boys...(See what I did there?) I just need to. This is my love letter to Jenny Han and the books she's penned for us and movies she's made. AND NOW...an Amazon series based on the greatest trilogy ever written!!!! When I'm a fan of something, I feel like I'm THE biggest fan of it, you know? These characters, these stories, your words - I'm a fan! I feel like they were some of the first fictional characters that I felt like I bonded with. I've shared your name and these books with so many friends through the years. I even took the Summer trilogy (all in one volume!) to give as my favorite things at a Favorite Things party! You should know that I'm an enneagram 6. The loyalist. TSITP will never not be my favorite. But wait
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